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What goes through my mind
I long to be a loner inside my own mind.
If I could just have little peace I may become my own self
There is no rest for all those voices
I am a part of them not them of me.
Is this my body or is it theirs
Why can't I simply be
I know that this either does not make any sense or might make others think I have a split personality. Whichever it is I don't know. To me it is very simple, though. Inside my head I am but one of many.
I can hear the voices of my children;
the people who have raped me;
the people whom I have hurt.
I hear the voices that I have never heard before.
I am alone in body, but I am at war inside my head.
My memories are so exotic that I just wish them to go away.
I wish I could forget me.
I simply want to disappear.
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